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Monday, October 21, 2013

Sacred Struggle

Scripture:

Genesis 32:22-31

2 Timothy 4:1-5

 

Preached 10/20/2013

 

 
No time like Sunday morning for a pop quiz, right?  I’m going to give you a short description of a famous historical person’s life.  And your job is to tell me who this person is.  Really- I am asking for congregational participation here, so don’t leave me hanging.  I’ll give you the description of their life, then you tell me who it is.  Here’s the description:  At 22 years old, they failed in business.  At 23, they ran for legislature, and were defeated.  At 24, they again failed in business.  At 25, success!  They were elected to legislature.  But then tragically, at 26 their sweetheart died, and then at 27 they had a nervous breakdown.  In case you didn’t catch that hint, this was a time they were still using the phrase “nervous breakdown.”  Two years later, after their mental health was in order again, they ran for Speaker, and were defeated.  They ran for elector at 31, and lost that election too.  They ran for congress at 34, and also lost that.  Then, at 37 they were elected to congress.  However, they were defeated for re-election two years later.  They ran and were defeated for senate twice, at 46 and 49.  And, in between those unsuccessful senate bids, at 47, they were also defeated for vice president.  
So- who is this person?  It’s Abraham Lincoln.  All that struggle, defeat, and even what most people see as failure, are part of the life story of the man that led this country through war, fracture, and re-union, arguably the most difficult time it has ever faced, and arguably one of the leaders this country has ever had.
 It seems strange that a man we view as so successful, so great, has so much we don’t consider great in his life story.  After all, we live in a culture that is increasingly focused on getting what you want when you want it, which is of course,  now.  I recently heard a story on NPR in which scientists studied young children, struggling with a math problem.  After 30 seconds, most children had quit.  Of course, it isn’t just children who dislike struggle.  Weight loss companies make millions, even billions of dollars a year selling pills, powers, and shakes that promise to take the struggle out of slimming down.
This desire for ease and distaste for struggle isn’t a problem unique to our culture though.  Even in the 2nd Timothy reading, we hear about the same thing.  As the letter puts it “the time is coming when people will not put up with sound doctrine, but having itching ears, they will accumulate for themselves teachers to suit their own desires.”  I doubt very highly that that statement would have made it into the letter if the desire for hearing only what we want to hear, or having what we want to have how we want to have it, weren’t already occurring.  It seems like it’s almost human nature to think that what is easy must be good and right.  And, as a counterpart, struggle, or anything that’s hard, must be wrong or bad.
Except, of course, we all know that isn’t true.  Struggling doesn’t mean anything is wrong.  Struggling itself isn’t wrong or bad.  Struggling is how we learn to walk, and talk, and take care of ourselves.  It’s how we learn to read and write, and how we really acquire and new skills.  And, as our scripture reading this morning reminds us, struggling can actually be very right, very powerful, and very sacred. 
 I absolutely love the way the author of our Genesis text takes pains to set the scene for the sacred struggle between Jacob and God that we read.  This story is actually a sudden break in the narrative that’s been happening in Genesis, so our attention is already alerted.  Jacob is heading to see Esau.  The last time Jacob and Esau were together, it didn’t go well—Esau cursed Jacob for taking his inheritance.  So, there’s an air of fear hanging over the story as the two are set to meet again.  And it’s night time.  And Jacob is dramatically alone, by the side of a river, an ancient symbol of chaos and change.  And then suddenly, with no warning, we have a stranger appear and start wresting, struggling with Jacob.  And the struggle continues all night long, with no winner prevailing. 
And though I don’t think any of us have physically fought with a stranger for hours and hours on end, we do know struggle.  We struggle in our personal lives as we learn to be in relationship with others, and with ourselves.  We struggle to adjust as we adapt to the changing world around us.  We struggle as a congregation to figure out what it means to be faithful to Christ and yet relevant to the community around us.  I don’t think I need to go too in depth here, because the reality is that each and every one of us knows what it’s like to struggle.  We have all gone through difficult struggles, as individuals, and as part of a community.
I’ll admit that I’m a fixer at heart.  I love to make things better.  And part of me really, really wanted to offer you some words this morning that would make all of your, and all of our, struggles simple go away, or at least get easier.  I wanted to say that faith in God would make all our struggles go away, or at least get easier.  But in being faithful to our scripture, I can’t do that.  As the 2nd Timothy text puts it, that would be turning away from listening to the truth and wandering away to myths.  And in truth, Jacob’s struggle wasn’t easy.  I can’t even imagine how tired he must have been, traveling all day, worried about what would happen when he met his brother, then up all night fighting with some strange, strong being.  And God didn’t make Jacob’s struggle easier.  In fact, being engaged with God is what got Jacob into the struggle in the first place.  And our journeys won’t be easy either.  As we seek to faithfully follow God in this world we will keep coming across struggles too. 
So while I can’t say anything to get rid of the struggles, what I can do is point us back at the scripture for some valuable wisdom as we go through those inevitable struggles.  Our 2nd Timothy text gives says this: “Proclaim the message; be persistent whether the time is favorable or unfavorable; convince, rebuke, and encourage, with the utmost patience in teaching. . . always be sober, endure suffering, do the work of an evangelist, carry out your ministry fully.”  And, just as a note since the word “sober” probably caught your attention and can be confusing.  The Greek word—“Nay-pho” in the original text is referring to what we would say is figurative sobriety—not alcohol related.  It means to be free from confusion and excess, and could also be translated as “have self control”, be “clear-headed,” or “keep your balance.” So, if you want to have a glass of wine, our text doesn’t have a problem with that.
What it does have a problem with is giving up, or getting all bent out of shape about struggle.  Struggle just is.  It’s an inevitable part of everyone’s life, and it’s an inevitable part of our faith life.  So instead of giving up or freaking out, our texts tell us to just carry on.  And to keep going with our ministry—proclaiming the Gospel, teaching, and encouraging one another, and everyone we encounter.  We will struggle, but with the Good News of the Gospel—that Jesus struggled just as we struggle, and Jesus struggled even to the point of death, and still, God triumphed through him and his struggles—with that good news, and its teachings and encouragement, we will make it through our struggles.
  But it’s even better than just being able to make it through.  Jacob insisted that God bless him before the struggle was over.  And God did indeed bless Jacob.  And that blessing that Jacob received wasn’t just for him.  God changed his name to Israel, “one who struggles with God.”  That name, Israel came to represent a whole group of people who continued to struggle with God.  And we, as Christians, claim our faith heritage from this group of God strugglers.  That blessing that God gave Jacob is for us too.  We will struggle.  And we will not be alone.  We have a whole faith community around us, and most importantly, we have God struggling with us.  And God will not let us go until she blesses us.  Through all our struggles, God will somehow find a way to impart blessing upon us. 
A little disclaimer here: I don’t want everyone to go out and attempt to struggle and suffer.  But you will encounter struggle.  So no matter how long the struggle is, or how bone tired you might be, remember this.  God is with you.  God will bless you through your struggle.  It was through struggle that Jacob became Israel, conquered fear, and lived into his full potential as our ancestor in faith.  It was through the struggle even to the point of death that Jesus became our risen Lord and Savior.  It was even though struggle that Abraham Lincoln was able to become president.  
 
And though struggle we, too, will find victory.  We will become more than we were before.  And most importantly, we will surely encounter God and God’s blessings for us.  Our path to God’s promised blessing isn’t easy.  But with prayer, with faith, and with a lot of encouragement and persistence we will make it through.  God will not let us go without a blessing. 
 

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